The Great Deficiency by Glae, Hunter Chapin

Extraction by Glae

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The Great Deficiency
by Glae, Hunter Chapin

Album: Extraction

Medicated without understanding
Dose myself every morning just to please you
The haunting day to day cycle constricting my well-being
Forcing me to seek nonexistence
Plaguing my mind with thoughts of self destruction
The void of nothingness begins to surround me
As I take my last breath before I crumble
As my being disappears into my mind
I wish it all would just fade away
As I beg for a release from the effects of this poison

Sucked into a vacuum of lifelessness
I will never amount to anything

As I emerge
I see everything on the inside
I cry out to God for guidance
I've never been so lost
This recurring instance has infected everything
Stuck in a loop of constant turmoil
I have been robbed of my innocence

I knew no other way

By the grace of God I have escaped from the prison that held me down
I did so much for you
The Great Deficiency
I have decided for myself
I chose to live

I could see it all from the inside looking out
I was killing myself trying to meet the expectations everyone else had for me
And it was never worth it
I chose to walk away
I chose to live

The Great Deficiency
The Great Deficiency
I chose to live
I chose to live